If there were one day

      I think you hear my pray. The last two years, I think you hear me asked you “Why?” more than 1,000 times. Maybe, my sincerity touches you or maybe you just felt over the top and want to stop me bothering you by this question. The best way to answer the “why” question is to put people in the same position. 

      Back to  the moment two years ago, “I can’t change the world to meet your expectation and I can’t change what you think. Playing piano is the only language to balance the two inharmonic worlds. In the moment, we are in the place sweet like heaven. Can’t you read me? Do you know I hope we can play a perfect  Duet.  Why don’t you hold your Urhu when I played my piano? Does all the sweet will turn to sour when the music died?” In front of the apartment door you said : ” Don’t change the lock. I will be back in any moment.”

 

        Back to the moment two days ago,” I’m not a mean person and you’re the boss I repect the most in my 10 year working experiences.  However, this job won’t bring me anywhere. I’m not the person for this position and I knew I can be someone better somewhere else. We’re both nice persons but it just doesn’t fit. I will always miss this company and your kindness but this step destined to walk out.  For my owned good and for your owned good, too, you deserved a better employee and I deserved a better career. It’s sad you even don’t want to make any eye contact when I said I will leave this company. In front of the factory you said: “Come back to visit us anytime you would like.”

       Yes, come back ….. If there were one day. 

        It reminds me a taiwanese song called “If there were one day”

Chinese lyrics (Excerpt only one paragraph)      

     如果有一天　我們再見面
　時間會不會倒退一點
　也許我們都忽略　互相傷害之外的感覺

　如果哪一天　我們都發現
　好聚好散不過是種遮掩
　如果我們沒發現　就給彼此多一點時間

     The translation

     If there were one day, we can meet each other again.

     Can we back to the moment before we started our angry words?

     Maybe, we can find out some other feeling besides hurting each other.

 

      If there were one day, we all will find out

      A sweet good-bye is just to relief our sense of guilty.

      If we can’t understand it, maybe it’s worthy to spend some more time for next time we meet each other.

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      When I was young, I only thought there is only good people and bad people can’t live or work together. Now I know, finally, some good people with good intentions also can’t  live or work together. Is it a prank from the destiny or the mercy from God? I start not to know.

       Here is the MTV of the song “If there were one day”

      http://www.wretch.cc/video/love04876&func=single&vid=4933994&o=time_d&p=1

      If there were one day